You see those two thingys at the side of my blog, to the right? They are my new obsessions! Pupe [the one with the girl] is a very very girly game. You dress up your pupe, buy her clothes and all that. It sounds boring.. but trust me.. its not.
The next one is my Mero! I named it Whitblod because Whiteblob was too long. :( I'm not sure about what to do with it yet, but its pretty cute! It will grow up in stages [or so I'm told] but its insanely cute anyway! The reason I have badly translated Japanese words at the top of my post is that it will learn words by my blog. *___* So cool right? I know! So I'm trying to get it to learn stuff.
I really miss my sec school days. I miss being in band. Where I had friends that lasted, fun, and music. PJ band's alright lah, but I have NO sense of belonging there. I don't like half the people there and I'm sure they don't like me either. I loved YCSS. It sounds stupid, YC's a shitty school, with horrible reputation, a falling down building and a questionable principal... but.. I really loved that school. I loved sitting in school after classes. I love walking up and down the school, knowing every teacher and most of the students. I love greeting all the teachers as if they were my friends. I love seeing all my adorable juniors around. I love that the teachers help out in ANY way they can. I love the campus, with all its ghosts and weird freaky shit it has. I love laughing at the prinipal's speeches and actions.
But I find that I'm supposed to HATE yc, but I don't. I really love that school, with all its flaws. Maybe I'm the stupid one.
I miss my classmates, all of them. I miss talking to Banupriya about stupid shit, I miss kicking CS in the chair. I miss Andy's recap on subjects before an exam. I miss Sara going around with me everywhere, I miss Kamal's attempts at BSing other people. I miss PX, she's really very very cute, really. I miss Damien's poser-ing, it was cute in a way. I miss all of my classmates so much.
But its just so weird to talk to some of them. Banu has a bf, I don't know where the fuck Sara & Kamal went. The rest are just kinda weird to talk to on msn.
But I guess what made YCSS really memorable for me was my own Physics equation, P=IV.
Look, Moo has her curly hair, and P.. still looks gay. But still.
I'm really amazed that we're still friends. Maybe because most of my other friends never lasted this long to make a difference?
Eitherway, I'm really grateful for my physics equation and I hope that no one ever comes up with another formula to disprove P=IV. ♥ I can't wait for the June hols.
Here have a sexy song by Conception; the band that Roy S. Khan was in before Kamelot. Yes. He looks like a total idiot, but still. XD
Why are you so fucking hott in this vid? I just love the way you scream 'I wish I had an Angel' at the beginning of the song.. *sighs*
And yeah, my mom's still trying to get me to eat and all that.. No appetite...
And I so so so so so so want the 'END OF AN ERA' live DVD from Nightwish... *sighs*
Or failing that, I want Kamelot's 'GHOST OPERA'. I love the way they are slowly going into prog metal, their earlier albums sound weird.. especially without Khan on vocals.. Ah, Khan.. I just love the way your hands move in this vid. And that this vid is just so \m/ It just kicks ass. Totally, I love the lyrics, and I love the vid, and how fucking cool Khan is here.
My mom thinks I'm anorexic because I haven't been eating lately.
I just have no appetite.
I think its because I've been sick, then haven't been eating, so then my stomach shrunk[?] and then now I get full very easily. Normally I'ld eat like four or five bowls of porridge [my favourite dish] before I'm full, but the other day I only ate half the bowl before feeling disgustingly full. >__>
I have no appetite for school either.
All I feel like doing is to pick up a needle and sew some beautiful clothes.
But what's the point if I don't have an education right? *shrugs*
I totally hate myself for being so fucking depressed and suicidal on my best friend of all time's birthday.
Fuck everything. Fuck retarded malay class. Fuck retarded people who don't understand. Fuck retarded bitch sister. Fuck school in general. Fuck sickness and the flu. Fuck the fucktards who couldn't see that I was sick. Fuck idiots everywhere. Fuck all those all around me who can't see that I'm fucking fuck depressed. Wow. Is that such a HARD THING to pick up on!? Fuckers, the whole lot of you. Other than Moo, who is the awesome and all that.
I left this page open on my laptop FOR OVER A FUCKING HOUR WHILE I WENT TO THE DOCTOR BECAUSE NO ONE CARED ENOUGH THAT I WAS SICK.
To Moo, I'm really really sorry. Your pressie and all that celebrations will have to come later. I planned a lot. I just can't get the enthusiasm to do it.
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