I totally hate myself for being so fucking depressed and suicidal on my best friend of all time's birthday.
Fuck everything. Fuck retarded malay class. Fuck retarded people who don't understand. Fuck retarded bitch sister. Fuck school in general. Fuck sickness and the flu. Fuck the fucktards who couldn't see that I was sick. Fuck idiots everywhere. Fuck all those all around me who can't see that I'm fucking fuck depressed. Wow. Is that such a HARD THING to pick up on!? Fuckers, the whole lot of you. Other than Moo, who is the awesome and all that.
I left this page open on my laptop FOR OVER A FUCKING HOUR WHILE I WENT TO THE DOCTOR BECAUSE NO ONE CARED ENOUGH THAT I WAS SICK.
http://www.depression.com/depression_questionnaire.html
To Moo, I'm really really sorry. Your pressie and all that celebrations will have to come later. I planned a lot. I just can't get the enthusiasm to do it.
~tiqaLabels: fuck everything, Moo is the awesome |
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